Thursday, April 30, 2009

sserdmorp

So, I was taking a break from my pages and found this dress. It's exactly what I'm looking for, except the color is awk. I'm going to check it out in the store soon and see if the color actually is cute.

http://content.nordstrom.com/ImageGallery/store/product/Gigantic/11/_5815311.jpg
http://content.nordstrom.com/ImageGallery/store/product/Gigantic/10/_5815330.jpg


UPDATE: I found it in navy blue! Perf.

infamous college list.


Tuesday, April 28, 2009

i have a feeling that i will fall off the face of the earth in september and stay in touch with maybe 5 people from high school.

sounds good to me, actually.

Monday, April 27, 2009

Sunday, April 26, 2009

i love lily with all my heart, but my life would be so much easier without her. she's taught me a lot about myself, but still. it's hard.

grumble.

i hate how there isn't anything in this house to eat other than the following things.

1. leftover pizza
2. hot dogs
3. frozen chicken nuggets
4. lettuce
5. cherry poptarts

i'm not a fan of pizza, but have had it for dinner three times this week. i get tired of hot dogs easily because i don't think they taste good, i had one last night for dinner. conner and i ate all the chicken nuggets this week when we weren't having pizza. our parents got into them too and soon they were all gone. i hateeeeeee cherry poptarts and refuse to eat them. so basically, all i've been eating is lettuce. i feel like a rabbit, it's ridiculous. i've had two bags of salad in three days. when i'm tired of salad as meals, i refil my water bottle.

this is so pathetic. my mom asked me if i want a hot dog for dinner and i said "not again! why don't we have real meals any more?" and she answered with "too many dishes. have a hot dog or go hungry."

another reason that i want to live at my dad's, he's an awesome cook, he's a healthy cook, there's always food, cooking is one of his favorite hobbies, he can count the times he's had fast food on one hand.

today i've had the following things: 9 bottles of water, 2 bowls of lettuce, 1 white chocolate lindt ball, 2 pieces of plain toast. i feel like i'm on a strange reality show or something.

this is getting really old.

fml.

every 2 minutes a bitchy remark comes out of my mom's mouth from the other side of the house hitting me where it really hurts on subjects i'd rather not talk about, where she knows she will get a reaction and make me cry.

i need out NOW.