not having the control
people trying to be insightful
people trying to be insightful, intriguing, unique online/blogs/text when they aren't
the sticky, greasy feeling on your skin after you put sunscreen on
not having money
feeling helpless in some situations
not knowing where i am going to live
worrying about my mom taking away everything i own when my dad calls her to say i want to live with him. goodbye fun, goodbye ruining the end of my senior year. fuck.
feeling so overwhelmed by everything that i just want to let the current take me out to sea forever