it scares me like no other but i
- have a terrible gut feeling about uo
- can't pay for uo right now
when my mom gets home, we're going to have a long talk about it. but, from what i've been reading, it makes the most sense to attend community college in oregon. that way i have the option of transferring credits to uo, if i go to uo after i get my associates. the only thing that is killing me is that i won't be getting "the college experience". :[ i don't feel ready at all to go live on my own in a different state. maybe i will go to tcc and live with my dad. buh. i hate this. I lOvE cRyInG! my junior year fucked up my life so bad.
EDIT: i applied to community college officially.
